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Monday, 13 July 2015

Tawakkal

Assalamualaikum.

Bila kau berusaha dan yakin yang usahamu sudah cukup untuk kau mendapat natijah yang cemerlang, kau fikir itu tawakkal? Ditambah pula dengan solat hajat siang malam dan berdoa siang malam,, emm mungkin ya mungkin tidak sebab jangan kau pernah lupa siapa yang mengatur segalanya? Usahamu? Solatmu? Doamu? Atau Tuhanmu?

Jangan kau pernah lupa segala yang Tuhanmu beri adalah kurniaNya sebab Dia arrahman Dia arraheem. Semua yang kau kecapi dan akan kecapi adalah kerana keberkatanNya bukan keberkatan dirimu.

Sebaliknya juga sama, bila kau down nak mamp sebab tak study elok2 pastu tak dapat jawab soalan written and practical,, main hentam je asal answer sheet tak kosong polos. Exam oral plak dapat doctor bapak-psiko! Plus tak membantu plak tuhhhh... Kau ingat segalanya sudah berakhir padahal kau lupa kalau Allah kata 'kun fayakun' kota sodom pun boleh terbalik tauuu. Allahu akbar!

I don't know sometimes I forgot the true definition of tawakkal and I'm afraid of myself! I'm anxious about what my future will take me and unconsciously I forgot that Wallahulkhairul makireen~And Allah is the best planner! Yahh that's why human being is called 'insan' because they always forgot and to be reminded everytime. Redha! It's only in the outside but what about in the inside????

Money! I feel so tested by it! Everytime during my summer break this always happened to me I mean my mental condition isn't in the good shape because of thinking and sending applications for never-approved-loanssss & scholarshipsssss & expensive tuition fees & my un-announced non-mumtaz result ( but this time it will be mumtaz inshaallah ameen,, we must husnuzhan towards Allah )

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